Monday, August 31, 2009

Ponoka and Calgary

So i finally moved all my things to Ponoka, it was a very easy move and a decent drive. Ponoka isn;t the best place or the worst. i don't think this is a good time to write right now because iam currently in calgary with people

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

i move all my things in 10 days and i am nervous.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

my friends are ships

I ve been busy. I move in about 2 weeks. How scary is that? So scary. I still have a few tasks to complete..i hope i can do them all. I need to be optimistic. Today was lovely. i talked to all my friends who have fleed the province. I had a lovely surprise call from my friend Amanda today. She recently moved to Vancouver with her funny pants boyfriend Lee. I am very excited for the both of them. I honesty didn't think i would hear from her again/for a very long time because we both suck at the internet, so the call from her was a very welcomed surprise. She is an old new friend whom i reconnected with about a month before she moved. Quite the pleasant person. We chatted and she said that she too enjoyed the reconnection, and said that I am welcome to stay at her home any time. It does sound lovely, she says that she can see Stanley Park out her window. I am so happy for her because she has never left the fine province of Alberta before.  So another folk fest has passed, and of course it was wonderful. How great was it to have Matt's place at the bottom of the hill? Thanks Matt! We lost Laura several times, but thats expected. I had the opportunity to hang out with G. Simms for a few days. I really do enjoy her and i wish i could see her more often. I had a very good time seeing her so often. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i should sleep. i only have one day off this week. poo.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Titles

Bread & Circuits: The electronic era tendency to view party politics as corny -- no longer relevant or meaningful or useful to modern societal issues and many cases dangerous. (Thanks S.P.)

I guess that some what applies to me. I have never voted nor cared much for politics. I find them boring and useless to what I want to do with myself. I don't necessarily think that they are useless or that Canadian politics are dangerous. I get a lot of flack for not voting. But i don't complain about the government or taxes, so i figure its somewhat okay that I don't vote. Its not that I am against it. But I never take the time to learn about those running for office or what kind of things they can do to improve my life. Oh well maybe I will vote next time. 

I am watching the neighbor across the street socialize with my mother while she does the gardening. The neighbor next door is sitting on his step listening and chatting to them about the giant tree branch that has been sitting on his front lawn since July 18th. I can't see him but I know he is there because i went outside to be a jerk and pick up the cigarette butt that the old neighbor lady threw on our lawn it is sitting by her feet. But mother told me not to.  So i didn't. Summer feels like its practically over. There are a load of things to do before i leave. Fuck. Its stressful to think about but... it will be over with soon. I am going to miss my friends here because i know i won't find anyone as agreeable as my best friend here. But Im not going anywhere too far away. Im still nervous though. I have committed myself to some place i know nothing about for 2.5 years. It will be worth it in the end but i know absolutely no one there. It would make it go by faster if i was enjoying it. The neighbor lady is walking away now. She is wearing olive green cargo pants. I bet there are a pack of cigarettes in every pocket. I hate Nancy Grace.